Words are important to me.
Not only is it my number one love language to receive but I also believe they carry so much weight. They are a way to express yourself however even in the heart of trying to articulate a feeling or experience they tend to get unintentionally misinterpreted.
Words are important.
And sometimes they are easy. And sometimes they are hard.
In this last year the latter seems to be fitting for me.
Which brings me to this blog.
As of the other day I have been back in the United States for 1 full year. 1 full year of not living with Gap L. 1 Full year of “normality”. 1 full year of processing. 1 full year of the Lord giving me new perspective of what bringing kingdom while not apart of a program looks like.
It’s been WILD. In the best ways.
It’s been a season of stretching beyond what I find comfortable.
Grit. Trust.
So much grit and trust.
As I sit here in my room typing this I still don’t know exactly what words to type out. Which parts of this year to share. Talk about the hard? Talk about the redeeming because there was so much of that? Or talk about the gratitude of being able to be with Gap L? To be honest I am not sure what the rest of this blog is going to look like but that’s okay.
You see I don’t want this to be about performance or about “man what if so and so sees this I need to look this certain way.”
I want it to be about the Lord and His goodness.
About the praise before, during, and after the break through.
About just walking out in faith even when you don’t have a 5 step plan to back it up.
But to simply trust that the Lord is going to guide me even in a simple “silly” thing like a blog. Because if you want to walk in trust and faith in the big things you need to walk it out in your everyday “little” things.
So with that I am going to end this blog with this simple encouragement. The Lord is so good and redeeming. Truly. And He trust us. Wild concept I know. So don’t be afraid to walk out in faith which last time I check is the opposite of certainty. Don’t stop taking those step. Big or small they are all important.
